Spanish Temper

no lies, just love.

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What helps me when I think about it is thinking about all the people i will hurt and how I’ll never be able to come back and enjoy the things I love like music or animals or kissing or sex. Like what if death is just a black abyss where your mind goes on and you’re just stuck thinking for eternity about all the reasons why you wish you didn’t kill yourself.
In reply to Kendall

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Is it sad that I’m more upset about the fact that I can’t kill myself as opposed to being upset over seriously wanting to? Mehhhhh.

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Falling for someone I had absolutely nothing in common with was a horrible horrible thing to do. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck everything.